"Without knowing what I am and why I am here, life is impossible." - Tolstoy
Making out with a girl for the first time is the coolest thing and the second coolest thing is driving home and getting aware of all the parts of your face where she was and tasting her lip balm on your lips. The third coolest thing is outer space.
Omg. Some girls leave my lips so smooth it’s blisssssss
Coraline (2009)
now take a moment to remember that this is all stop-motion animation
now take another moment to remember this was a movie/animation for kids.
This movie scared the shit out of me I had nightmares
Like water, I can feel my fate slipping through my fingers.
i hate this. everytime a girl is interested in me im apathetic as fuck and my heart feels nothing.
either this is due to how my heart broke last time ,
or because im more interested in people who will never be interested in me.
fuck. fuck. fuck.
WHY AM I SO FUCKING AROUSED ALL THE FUCKING TIME. Fuck spring.
i’m a child. my gender is child. don’t question me and ask me to be responsible. it’s not gonna happen. i’m a child.
Two months ago I wanted to drop out of college and do nothing. I was so depressed that I couldn’t get up to go to class and when I did I would get so anxious that I would freak out and not go to class. my work ethic sucked and I was behind in a lot of classes. Now at the end of the semester I’m balling out. I just finished a 10 page paper meaning that I wrote a total of 44 pages these past two weeks……….. Not only that I’m doing well preparing for the 5 finals I had to take and am done with one and half exams already. Its exciting. I am killing it and have never been so proud of myself. In total this year I wrote over 130 pages of papers, took 9 classes, held down a job and then some, and am now planning on living on my own this summer. Focusing on school and prioritizing my life really helped although my thoughts still suck at least theyre preoccupied most of the time.
im still
doe.
